i miss her terriballey...

easch time i go 2 her hse, she will stare at me..

n i will do d samething..

den she will salk out 4om d house..

sometimes i feel like wanna stop her 4om doing dat..

but im gutless ady..

i lost all my rights 2wards after i did my 2nd mistake..

for d 1st mistake,

it took me days 2 get her forgiveness...

vivian n pinky were scolding me like hell about it...

now d 2nd 1..

its almost similar wif d 1st 1..

but its a horrible thing..

dis time she had a quick reaction..

dnt ne wat happen, she got up n slapped me n told me dat our relationship is over...

i couldnt say anything..

it was d veri same dare i did like d 1st 1..

ieven told d same guy 2 do it..

agn

d veri same guy was looking at me after she slap me..

i looked at him, n strangled him until i realised dat its practically my fault..

so i decide 2 ignore it...

i tried apologizing 2 her,

but she wasnt listening 2 me...

every each i call her, she hangs up d phone...

even her frens wouldnt help her out...

darn..

ok...

i realise dat it is my fault dat i did it agn..

but wen some1 apologies,

dnt u think dat i desrve another chance?

dnt u think??

evil

k..

i hv been evil dis past few days..

i hv reading her diary..

i noe its a bad thing..

but wat cn i do?
i couldnt resist it..

she write n writes non-stop..
n makes me wonder what does she write all d time...

recently...
she wrote about me b'day...
its actually kinda cool wat she n her her cuz(my best fren) planned..
ice cream party...
not bad..
salutes 2 d both of them..

her present came 2 be something else..
but its obviously a secrete..
muahahahaha!!

i enjoyed ur both presents esha..

thx 4 d surprise vikash..
not bad 4 a play-boy..
hehehe...
xD

alrite dis is eddited version...
wee~!!

d way she sleeps...

^^
on d bed

^^
in d car

dis is d way she sleeps wen she in on d bed n in d car...
hahahhha!!
xDD

muahahha!

yay~!
its releasing soon!
erm,
esha 1 2 go n watch wif me huh???

NO!

NO!

dnt u ever say dat agn!!
it doesnt happens!!
n it must not happen!

its nt funi at all!!!
come on la!
its about ur back we r talking about here!!

all ur previous injuries r not cured yet!!!
n yet we always risked it no matter wat!
jz because u could run n dance so wat?!
u still cnt run continuously like u always do!!

ESHA 4 HEAVEN GOD SAKE PLZ DNT DO ANYTHING DUMB ANYMORE!

EXAMPLE: 2day morning....
u were running on d roof..
u taught i didnt saw u?
i saw...
=.="
n its not funi at all!!
wat if u would had drop?!
wat could happen?!!!

1. ur mom n my sis would had jz killed both of us oni rite?!!!
2. ur back might be go double d serious! no. wait! scratch it off! TRIPLE D SERIOUS RITE?!!!

u arh~

4 once..
jz 4 1ce...
listen 2 me...
plzzz...
stop doing crazy stuff...
enough ady...

i noe dat u love 2 do it..
but jz stop it...
i dnt 1 u 2 get hurt anymore...

i even noe dat u r strong n stubborn headed girl...
u r willing 2 risk it no matter wat it takes jz to make dat thing dat u hv imagined 2 happen although it has risk ur health....
but plz..
be careful next time....
alrite??

n...
y do u make ME become aggressive time 2 time?!
y?!!!
i dnt get it at all?!
urghhhhh~!!!

yahoo~!

esha's nite is mine nw!!
yay~!
xDDD

dl songs...

was at her hse last nite...

teman her until her parents comes bak..

*trust me...
she didnt noe dat i was there...*

*she was sleeping like a pig...
cnt even get her up!!*

i used her computer...
dl songs la...
while waiting d whole program stop dl...
*it stopped half way*

her wallpaper..

...

..
i hate dis...
y does she always be so moody..

last nite..
called her..
darn moody...
donno hw 2 cheer her up...

tried many ways...
told her jokes 2 make laugh..
all she jz said "swt..."

asked her hw was her back..
she told me,"dnt talk 2 me about it..."

=.="

*im seriously 100% donno wat 2 write la!!!*

skool....skool...

fuck la..
mid year coming...
hvnt start studying...

i hv 2 blog coz of vivian!!
=.="
im lazy 2 blog..
hv ntg 2 say....

esha..
i 1 2 draw more...
=p
its nice drawing on ur book..
XD

gee~

...
esha u r evil..
stay in my room wif d cold room sommore..
den u hapi coz im not there?
wat d?!
=.=""

u still merajuk wif ur mom?
chill la...
she will 4get about it soon...
n soon enough after mid-year i think i will come down agn..
alrite?
den we go out some where non of d guju's cn spot us alrite?
=D

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hmmm...
no arguments eh~?
alrite...
done!
deal!
xD

crap~!

sry
sry
i didnt come of 2 reason..

1. if i come on9 i got no 1 2 talk wif other than wif u n vivian n since u burst ur own mother board, so i decide not come on9 until u get a new pc...xD
   
2. sis hog d comp d last few weeks so i didnt manage 2 come on9...

crap man!
i miss dat day!!!
it was d best thing ever happen!!
=D

frizzy hair

esha...
dnt do anything 2 ur frizzy hair..
me like it..
its nice 2 play wif..
especially wen u jz woke up..
haha!
weeeeeeee~!

u desrve it

u deserve those bites...
ho ask u 2 sleep like a pig...
lol

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tell u d truth u r nice 2 be squashed up..
hahaha!!!
darn nice man!
=p

liverpool!

fareesha!
liverpool is in 3rd place 2day!!
yay~!!!
M.U IS STILL IN 1ST PLACE!!!
YAY~!!!!!
WE ROCK!
WE R D PURE FOOTBALLERS!!!
WOHOOOOOOOOOOOO~!!!

haha~!

dat nite i was tired wat..
surely la i will sleep like a pig...
lol
call me a pig pulak...
hahaha!
=p

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tham vivian...
dnt u think fareesha is being unfair 2wards me???
true rite??

sry agn~!

im sry about yesterday!
im sry!!!
im sry dat i didnt got a gift..
u may declare dat im a bad bf...

but i noe dat u enjoyed d special gift dat i gift u wen u came out 4om ur room 2day morning ...
=]

eikzz...

u told me dat day?!
i didnt noe~!
shit~!!
im so sry~!!!!
4give me!!!

i shall cry even more if u dnt reply me....
=[

i am doubled d sry....

im sry wat i did dat day...
i noe dat he was my bro..
but wat cn i do?
i was thinking many wrong stuff about u..
im so sry~
i was out of my mind dat time...

YES!
I WILL TAKE CARE OF HIM..
=]